ahh

I don't want love, there is always disapointment at the end and who really needs that in life. Especially right now.

I walk the line like Johnny Cash.

I'm obsessed with this song by plushgun, it's way too much fun :]


ah today was the first day of good ole VWCC... it was absolutely the most horrible thing i've ever endured. I feel like i'm in high school again but with really incompetent people... get me back to a real school and quiiiick!

this semester is going to go on for forever

at least there are a few decent people there!!

ughh. so busy. so tired :/

sorted

I need to re-organize my life, set my priorities straight... If I can't do that what is the point?

I seriously have come to the realization that I have years of things to learn in order to really make my life something worth living... There is so much that I want out of it and it seems like there really is not enough time for it.

Goals:
Vogue Fashion Photographer
Cosmopolitan Column Writer
Create my own department store
Start my own line
Work with poor children all over the world
Give hopeful, willing girls/boys a chance in the big world [let them achieve what they really want to]
become a loving mother
have an incredibly strong family

so many more...
I know you see the first few and you're like yeah yeah every girl wants that and it doesn't happen, well i'm not every girl...

i'm more optomistic then I deserve to be, but someone told me a few days ago "your photos are not good enough to get into VCU with" and that right there is making me push as hard as I can to prove them completely wrong

I can't wait till the day you open a significant publication and you see my name under photographer.

I need a break

from reality.

I want to feel like this for a good long while...

exemplify

Ah the word exemplify, in all reality I thought it was a pretty easy and common word in the English language. OBVIOUSLY NOT.

I had a woman come up to me at work and use this sentence...
"I sure don't want to not give him an exemplify"

First off, she used a double negative which drives me insane.
Next, the woman standing next to her just shook her head and said "oh hell yes honey, he ain't gonna want no exemplifying"

I was absolutely puzzled by what the hell they were talking about so I had to ask...
"what's an exemplify exactly"

"well sweet cheeks, it's when you find your mans done cheat on you and you go and kick him square in the balls"

really? because I though "exemplify" meant to give an example of something...



the english language is over as we know it

So... Happy New Years!!

So around 7 in the evening I had nothing to do for New Years and I was calling around to see what was going on and ashley invited me to go to the Flynns with her!

I showed up extremely unexpected by everyone and raquelita greeted me with the best schpeeel ever... "JENNA! what are you doing here?!... anyways i'm now single and I woke up this morning and stared at my ceiling for two hours and then I just thought to myself what am I doing?! I need to look pretty tonight so here I am, looking very pretty for tonight!"

of course Mrs.Flynn had amazing food and tons of it, so I ate and had champunch and met lots of new great peopleeee

It was a fantastic evening to say the least!!!